hockey!..we lose~

hockey+progress test+medic team+al-quds are in the way..wuu~...a bit busy now..dun have the time to study becoz of training for hockey..today, the day for hockey match..we lose to 'cikgu2'..haha..i meant..FEDU....won 1 game just like dat becoz FKM didnt play..is it FKA or else..huhu..i dun care...tmrw another game..walao~..i just cant believe it..need to do our best tmrw..gudluck everyone!.. felt very happy with this SAF thing..sukan antara fakulti..erm.btw, this is the first time for 2nd year that i didnt went back home..wuu~..i dunno why, mum called and asked me whether i wanted to go back home or not..but i refused..i dunno why...i just thought i love it that way..huhu...anyway..cheers for the losers..haha..cheers also for the winners~...


p/s: i am still searching for my happiness..one happiness i've already got----hockey....anything else..only God knows best..wuuuu~..

wow! hols for H1N1 is over~

its been so long i didnt post anything here..i thought that i shud really stop blogging..but suddenly POP!..n now here i am..hurm, hols?..so many obstacles during this hols..aiseh..h1n1 limits my activities..i felt a bit down this hols..i know why..but i dunno why i am like this..urgh~.....n also bout mum who suddenly fall sick....fever n so on..but thanks Allah...negative results for h1n1..wuu~.. thinking i might be quarantine for 7 days...feels like hell to be quarantine..what did i do during my hols?..ahaa!..i played frisbee with my frens..kimah+nadia+dilah n some lil kids i met..dunno their name..haha.. in s.a..hang out together, went home late in the nite..alone..yeah!..felt so happy~..see, alia is mumbling again n that is what blog is for..a place for me to mumble..haha..actually, i dunno what to say..haha..a bit numb here rite now..neway..i'm back!...

[looking back]

hurm,first of all..[assalamualaikum]

well,year1 totally finished on 21st april..ethnic paper not in da way anymore~...i am very2 damn boring now..hols feels like the same..probably becoz i always went back home during the weekends..pity for my mum..she always feel lonely becoz her sweet daughter is not at home..haha..always went back home?..gee~ i never missed a weekend at home eventhough i had classes on saturday..all for my mother..feel like a [gedix gurl- asik2 nk balik umah je!]

should i try not to go back home when i am in year2[insyaAllah year2 if i am alive]? i really want to do it..i think i really miss my life living in hostel..the memorable memories when i was in secondary school+matrix ..having ur life on ur own..u depend on urself to do everything..actually,the reason i choose perak matriculation college is to be far away from my house.. its not dat i dun wanna to be at home..i want to be a person who stands on her own feet..eventhough i experienced my life in hostel during 2ndry school..i dun think its enough..
my hope to study abroad after SPM didnt happened at all..i challenged myself after school..my dad wanted to send me to egypt..but i want to have my victory based on my own hard work..so, there i was in perak..hurm..seeing my frens studying abroad really hits my heart...like a woodman hitting my heart during my first love..[lagha2] hahaha..but thanx to Allah..i managed to get wut i dreamt of..syukran ya Allah..!!!..eventhough i am in msia..i c studying in msia is much more easier to handle after hearing my frens mumbling bout their life in overseas..at first, i applied for UMS [universiti malaysia sabah]..but then my mum disagree..wut to do?..i juz followed her..

well, eventhough we said : [after ni ak nk g overseas a]+[ak akan dptkan SPM hebatnye result]+[dpt lelaki hensem jd bf..lagi elok dpt jd suami tros..haha]..it depends on Allah's will..i always remind myself bout that..u should too..i remembered my lecturer said : [kalo korang dh usaha btol2..dh sure hebatnye dpt jwb soklan..x semestinye Allah redha] one more my ustazah said:[ kalo Allah nk letak hijab [cm penutup/halangan]kat depan kita..time xm pon sure x le jwb even dh pulun habis]..

to my kazen..eventhough u didnt get wut u aim for ur SPM result..juz remember that there will be a more better way for u ..n of course, that comes from Allah..

hurm, eventhough we tried our very best n prayed a lot to ALLAH for ourselves n if we dun get want we want, juz stay cool n try to remember wut u did wrong to urself,to ur parents n to anyone or even ur cats~..i always do like that..n when i keep on thinking, i realized wut i did wrong..[never lost on hope ALLAH...]...one more when u asked sumthing from ALLAH , example: to success in xm..my ustazah[ustazah azharina] in my 2ndry school said: [doakn dulu kawan2, br diri alia..kalau doa ntok alia dulu..nmpk cm selfish je kan..jgn resau, insyaAllah , Allah tlg kite bile kite tlg kawan2]


P/S: SENSE IN BEGIN AND ENDS IN THE MIND

WASSALAM

in heaven!

wow!..its been so long i didnt post anything..

this time i need to post it simply..just for this time..i guess!..haha..
feeling like im in heaven..finished the toughest and unfair exam in the world like the dean of the medical faculty said before ..so relieved..now , there is only one paper left-ethnic- this 21st april..
other faculties are now having their study week..n we have left the burden behind..alhamdulillah..
now, the point here is to pray a lot to Allah after we've done our very best in exam!..

P/S: year1 has finished just like that..erm..time is flying very fast..thnx for the memories my frens..thnx for being my wonderful friends..haha..can't wait for my juniors..i want to bully them..hehe..just kidding!


gambate everyone!..

big apple!

huh..yesterday, i am totally exhausted!. new assignments to be done before exam..urgh!..aha!..my frens and i are now a fan of big apple!..hahaha..i love the 'alien'..

today, insyaAllah..we will go to Sacc Mall to buy that crap thing..hahaha..so sweet enough to diagnose u to have diabetes..god forbid!.

nyum2..cant wait to taste it!

hahaha..suddenly i remembered my presentation for my english class..the lecturer, played it again yesterday..hahaha..i was really a jerk..hahaha...doing my silly jokes..cant describe it..ill try to ask for the video from my lecturer later..wished to watch it a lot of time...

huh..counting the days for exam!..i dunno..the main point here is, i am NOT PREPARED!!...
waa~..if only there is no exams in this world..hohoh..6 april-9 april..ur killing me!..

miss my chocolate cake!..
sorry, i cannot publish a long2 post..because i dunno wut to write about...hoho..

i want to go home!

huhu..actually,i dunno wut to write..erm..in the lab comp of my fac now..try to print for pbl repro but this maniac pendrive of mine is not working...one more work to delay..hurm..

i want to go home!...hahaha..maybe because i feel the cuakness of sem2 exam..

erm..sumtimes not all the things that u want in life, u can have it..
erm..im thinking bout sumthing rite now but i dunno how to tell in this blog..hoho..anyway..gotta go..perut sudah lapar..lps ni ade klas english plak kol 2..adios!

CNS module is over! + sad

alhamdulillah..CNS test dh lps smlm..huhu..5 weeks of hell..hahaha..i stayed up to study the notes..so hard for me to stay up to study when i am in this medical school... i could stay up when i was in school+ matriks..but its really,totally, absolutely, definitely a miracle if I can stay up when i enter this school...hoho..owh well..yesterday was kemal's bufday..happy bufday kid!..hahaha..sorry!..just kidding! we celebrated her bufday at nando's.

erm..i dunno why..but i seem to be sad..maybe because im missing sumone..lost contact i guess..hoho...or maybe he's running away from me?..but before that, he's not my bf k.. well he is in another school now..since then he never contact me..is not that i dun want to contact him but i feel that maybe im bothering him..i feel like sumtimes i just want him to go but i can't..he is the precious person i ever knew..erm..i dunno wut to say..i am just sad because he didnt try to contact me..is alia will still be among his precious persons?..if u read my blog, i just want to tell u that i miss u so much..thnx for all u've done n please try to contact me..


huhu..cite sedyh plak!..

P/S: reproductive module is the last module for sem2..or year 1..owh ..can't imagine..time do fly very fast..year 1 is going to finish in couple of weeks..